Thursday, December 2, 2010


As I stand in my kitchen leaning against the wall open container of cool whip in my arm and a HUGE spoon dipping into it, I realize I dont want cool whip... I want a Cigarette... Not gonna smoke not gonna smoke not gonna smoke! ~Jammy

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

No Cigarettes

Now for nearly 7 weeks. Wow its really been tough. I think I am thru with the worst of it, I do hope so anyway. The first two weeks I was helped greatly by the Patch. I recommend them if you're trying to quit smoking, I should have used them longer. I was broke and couldn't get them. If you can use them longer I would recommend it. I am also a Ca. Med Mj user and that helped keep me calm quite a bit too. I am happy to have stopped smoking but it is still a daily struggle and takes some effort to maintain not smoking. I wish with all my heart that I didn't love it so much. Thanks for tuning in, Jammy.