The Law of Attraction, and Subconscious Thinking

     Hello there Reader, once again its time to wander down the road of my Journey, thanks for tagging along. If you have been reading my blog you know I have come to recognize the Law of Attraction in my life. You may be asking “Why do you say recognize the law of attraction, Jammy?”  Well let me explain it like this, its just like the Law of Gravity. Gravity is working whether you know it is or not. Gravity doesn’t care that you don’t understand how it works. It‘s still keeping you firmly grounded to the planet, but it is also the force that will cause you to hit that ground hard when you trip and fall (like I did walking the dogs last night hehe), its just always there doing its job. The Law of Attraction is no different. It doesn’t care if you “believe” in it or not. The Law of Attraction doesn’t care if you think you can outsmart it, and it certainly doesn’t care if you attract knowingly or blindly. Its still there, doing its job. It can be easy to reject the Law, when it appears to be giving you things you don’t think you have asked for, but make no mistake you are asking all the time.

     When people first find out about the Law, most of what they learn about it is how you can manifest the life of their dreams, which of course you can, and should do, but its easy to gloss over the fact that the life of your nightmares can also created by you. You choose your creation with your predominant thoughts and emotions. To begin to create the life you desire you must begin with the fundamental foundation from which you are creating. Knowing that you have the power to create your life is like suddenly finding out you have the powers of a Genie, but consider this; In the TV show I Dream of Jennie, Jennie knew she could manifest whatever she wanted, sometimes she didn’t manifest it exactly how she pictured it but everything she created came from a place of love for Major Nelson, so it always ended up turning out okay in the end, but her evil “sisters” plans never worked out the way she wanted, her negative motivation always manifested more negativity. My point? The Law of Attraction is responding to your state of mind no matter what that state is, and no amount of “positive thinking” is going to change anything until you change your underlying way of thinking, your paradigm. The thoughts under your thoughts, your subconscious.
 

     I am not going to tell you that changing your way thinking is going to be easy, it may be, but probably not. You have to be prepared to be diligent, you simply do not have the luxury to indulge yourself by wallowing in negative and limiting behavior if you are ever going to change your life. Take the experiences that come your way as opportunities to learn and grow whether they be what you thought you were creating or what you actually were creating. It is very easy to dismiss the Law of Attraction when something appears that we don’t want to admit we attracted, but when that happens you have a clear choice, you can get angry and frustrated, complaining that the Law of Attraction has let you down (as if you had no part in it), or you can be grateful for what you can learn from it, grateful that you are about to grow, it is then that you are attracting more to be grateful for. Reader there are many wonderful EFT (emotional freedom techniques) tools out there to help you make this change, meditation, Tapping, Sedona Method, just to name a few, and just as many wonderful teachers, don’t be afraid to change your life. You are the only one who can after all.

Jammy

　

　

Can't get the Law of Attraction working for you?

     I think that too many people have the impression that the Law of Attraction is like having a magic wand, and when they realize that is not the case they give up. That could have very well happened to me. When I first watched the movie The Secret, I was certain that was all the information I needed to be the person I was meant to be. The thing about that thinking is that all though I was happy on the surface, all the things that I had collected over the years that obscure the me that is always present, always whole, was still there. All I was really doing at that point was putting a happy face on my sadness. If I had not kept searching for more than the message of the movie I would still be stuck in my old ways of thinking wondering why the law didn't work for me, or why I couldn't get it right.

     It was really only a few weeks after watching the movie the first time that I started to question that maybe the message of this movie, the words of all these teachers was not all I needed to know. The thing about the movie that always bothered me is that it doesn't really talk about how to get to those good feelings where you can manifest good things. It says feel good do things that make you feel good, okay that is fine but what are those things. Most of us cant spend unlimited amounts of time and money on feeling good all the time, and even if we could it seems unlikely it would make you feel loving toward yourself all the time. I needed a how to! So I went back to God and asked for a way to LIVE the secret. A flood of information came to me, The Zeitgeist Movement, The Venus Project, Try it on Everything (The Tapping Solution), Magnus' Tapping.com, and most recently The Sedona Method.

     I am still working on the Sedona Method and I still use Magnus' tapping as well, particularly the chakra clearing. I find the SM to be the most effective for me to rid myself of unwanted emotions, beliefs, and everything else I do to hold myself back. I just finished up on the 8th and 9th cds which are still in the part of the method concerning effortless wealth and success, and I still find myself going deeper than I ever thought I could inside. I find that as soon as I welcome the emotion I have chosen to work on in that release it starts to dissipate before I even start to let go consciously. The next part of the program deals with relationships and I am looking forward to that, I am hoping it will take me even deeper into myself than I have gotten to so far. It is a very different experience for me not being afraid of my emotions, not to deny my power.

     All of these stops on the road I am traveling have had their affect on me. All of them have pointed me in this direction on my journey, a direction that I would have never found on my own, if I hadn't asked. All of these tools have come to me through the law of attraction, as have you Reader. I am grateful for the tools I have found to release the energy of old and unwanted emotions and the limiting thinking, that have held me back my entire life. I am grateful for you. The energy you bring to this page infects me. The love I send out to you through these words are reflected back to me a million times. Every step you have taken has led you to this moment, to this blog, to this connection with me. If you haven't found the tools you need for the life of your dreams , maybe the tools I have found will help you, maybe not. What I do know is that if you ask for the answer, it will be given to you, as long as you are open to receive it. Reader as always, I am so happy you stopped by,

Thanks for riding along
Jammy.

Keep Moving!

     I haven’t been able since doing the processes on cd three yesterday afternoon to kick some of the things that it brought up in me. I know I need to move on in the series go to cd four and not forget about it or anything, but keep the momentum flowing forward. I am struggling with it. The sense of who the fuck do you think you are is so strong in me today I am shaking with it. I just cant seem to release the feeling inside me that I need to be quashed, stopped, not allowed to keep exploring this avenue that is bringing to me so much enlightenment of self. That somehow what I am is so damaged, or insignificant that my wanting to be more is somehow an affront to everything else that is. Even as I write this I can see the ridiculousness and truth in the statement. The truth is that it is exactly how I feel about myself and weather or not its been taught to me externally or something intrinsically me, there it is. The ridiculousness of it is simply who in the hell am I to let down not only myself, but God, and everyone else that I could be helping if I wasn’t wallowing in my own self indulgent stupidity. Not to mention the constant judgment of myself which I guess if I look at this posting objectively that is exactly what I am doing today, and need to stop right now.
     I know all of this is just me trying to fit back into that groove I was so used to existing in, that in many ways the new places I am going in myself and exploring outside of me as well are wonderfully exciting and terrifying in equal measure. Alternating and flickering on and off inside me at exhilarating speeds. I can barely keep up with any of it. I guess the point is to not try. To just open up and let it flow.
     Just writing this down for you Reader has helped me tremendously to center and calm the thoughts and emotions swirling inside me so that now I think I am able to sit still for a minute and release it. I think a chakra clearing might be in order as well. Ya think? Then maybe its time for a cd. I am learning Reader, thanks for tagging along on the ride!

Jammy
　

Still Exploring!

     I start this cold dreary day with those precise emotions inside me as well. Tears greet my eyes upon waking, and I know not why. I feel particularly broken today. God, please tell me I am not to broken to fix. Please.
     I very nearly erased those words when I came back to this page today, I decided not to. I was the truth when I wrote it. I took hours to shake that off me and finally release it, in fact its still lingering around a bit on the edges. Tiny wisps of feeling trying to curl their way back out from the nooks and crannies where it tries to hide from me when I am letting go of all that is inside me that isn’t me. Finally decided that I need to clear out my chakras and went to Tapping and used the chakra clearing tap and I feel a million times better.
     All of the above was on Sunday, I ended up not listening to the third cd because my next door neighbors had a party, and they weren’t outrageous or anything but it was right outside my window so I knew I wouldn’t be able to really settle into the cd or be able to release anything effectively so I just decided to screw around for the rest of the day. I did listen to the third SM cd today though and I am super glad I did. I feel much lighter now and feel like I am even more on the right track.
     So after some coffee and a chakra clearing tap I got started. The third cd is really got a lot of releasing going on and so what I am going to do is just quickly touch on what I felt as I released each of the emotions in the chart of emotions, and I will explain what that is now. At the beginning of the cd Hale does a visual for the class and it is in the workbook too for folk like myself that are doing this work from the cds. The visual is nothing more than a plain white sheet of paper with a tiny dot in the center. And he explains that paper is our selves and the dot is the problems we perceive ourselves to have, and the reason that they seem so out of proportion to everything else going on around us is that we are all pressed up against the dot and that is all we can see. That really made a lot of sense to me. Its impossible to really see anything but a small view of yourself and your life and your problems if you are so focused on the problem and you cant let it go. Its kind of like when (ladies you will know what I mean here) you get that magnifying mirror out and start looking at your pores. You cant see how beautiful your skin is because all you can see is how big your pores are. So when your problems seem so huge its completely impossible to really appreciate that you have not only options but that you are beautiful, whole and complete.
      The chart of emotions are really just what are on the surface of that dot in the middle of the paper and when you zoom in on the dot you can see they are only floating on the surface of a bubble. That visual was very powerful for me, I could see them as something separate and alien to me. Something I can experience, but that I totally control how long they can stay or how intense they can become. As Hale finished talking about the paper and the dot and we got ready to do the first release I nearly started to panic and I had to pause the cd and just breath deep and release a bit before I could continue. It seemed to me like I was really scared to let go of my old way of thinking. My silly brain is seriously trying to stay in the rut that has been created there. Once I got myself under control again I restarted the cd…
     The first emotion on the chart was Apathy. For me apathy really boiled down to the feeling that I don’t matter. I have struggled with that for, well my whole life. I have had that feeling reinforced in me repeatedly and has been something I have fought very much to be rid of to push down inside me. Of course I know now that that will never work and only by getting rid of it completely will I be able to feel that I do indeed matter. I have created in my life situations that reinforce that feeling of not mattering over and over. I constantly invite people into my life and then shower them with the love that I should be giving myself hoping they will love me and make me complete.
     Next on the list is Grief, when we welcomed this at the beginning of the release I really felt scared and lonely, and extremely stupid. I wasn’t sure where that was coming from but it didn’t matter I just allowed it in and then let it go. I was starting to feel lighter already with only these two emotions released.
The next emotion to release was Fear and that one for me is a doozey, I have a panic anxiety disorder and have lived many of the last years of my life in a constant state of terror. Terrified that I would make a mistake, that I would or wouldn’t do this thing or that thing. That “something” might happen. And there were so many times that I was afraid for what could be no apparent reason except that I was alive. Its exhausting to be scared all the time. As we started to welcome fear in it felt like such a familiar place to be, it was almost hard to release it when the time came, but release it I did, and that feeling of lightness was nearly like being drunk, the heady fragrance of the lack of it strong in my nose. It felt amazing. It was hard to release that overwhelming sensation but I listened to Hale and let that intoxicating feeling of freedom go too.
     Next up on the list is Lust. Lust is interesting because it has dual connotations for me first it has that feeling of want of strong desire of I cant wait! I feel that a lot, which is counter productive to The Secret Teachings, and SM. Also for me though is the sense that lust is somehow not just the wanting but the sinfulness of wanting. That somehow lust is something that diminishes me as a person or my importance somehow. That to want is to not appreciate what I have or who I am. Conversely its like I think I am something special and who am I to think that? I know that all of this is ridiculous I mean really does it make me less good or important that I breath or need food or want to have a warm place to sleep? Does it serve anyone at all for me to be less than I am or want less than I need to enrich not only my body but my mind and that which is not body or mind but is me? I think it does not. So I welcomed all of those conflicting thoughts and emotions in. I let them swirl inside me and well up, I let them be. When the time came to let all of that go I happily did so. That feeling of lightness is growing.
     Okay next up on the list/bubble, is Anger, yeah no problem finding that emotion. I defiantly have some anger. I could sit here and list to you all the reasons I am angry but really that is just trying to figure it out, make it important and just like our good buddy Hale says the only reason to figure out a problem is if you are planning on having it again. Seriously I couldn’t be more ready to get rid of this emotion in me. Welcoming it in was pretty easy but really so was releasing it. I have harbored it far too long. I know I have more work to do to get it gone from me entirely, but that’s okay I can do it.
     Now we get to pride. This one took me by surprise. When we started to welcome pride in at first I thought I really am not that proud of anything, then all of a sudden it hit me, maybe not but you sure are a self satisfied haughty holier than thou bitch! Actually these feelings came over me with a crash like a tidal wave. They hit me so hard I literally got sick to my stomach and felt like I was going to pass out. I had to actually get on my bed and lay down to finish welcoming and releasing the emotions of it. It really scared me that I was that person. I never ever want to feel that way again. When I finally was able to let go of all of that and get back up I was dizzy and shaky. I had to pause the cd and welcome and release those feelings several more times before I could move forward with the next emotion. I wonder if Hale has ever had anyone in a seminar have such a strong physical reaction to a release? Hale you reading this??? =D
     Which is courage. Courageousness was hard to find in me. Its been a really long time since I felt it. Once I did it was even more difficult to let go of. Hale said that it was hard for some people to let go of courage acceptance and the last which is peace, but that it was important to get past everything so that you can get to yourself. So I let it go and prepared myself for the next emotion on the list Acceptance. Acceptance is something I am only just now starting to do for myself so as you can imagine it was really hard for me to let this go.
     And lastly is peace. Peace is something I have rarely glimpsed in my life. I am not familiar with it at all. It was difficult to recognize. And frankly I am not at all sure I even reached it. I actually want to do the cd over but I know that I am not supposed to and since I already have I wont do it twice.
     Just the act of writing this has brought it all back up in me and it has taking some time cause I ended up having to release quite a bit of it over again. So as you can imagine I am a tad tired. I think that I will leave the post here for now Reader and let you read this while I marinate on what the next post should be. I am going to keep going over the notes I made when I listened and read the work book again before I do cd 4 (tomorrow?). So I may post about it again before 4 but who knows Reader, who knows.
Until then Reader keep exploring yourself, and thanks for riding along,

Jammy

Scattered Thoughts.

     I started the fifth and sixth CDs of SM a couple of days ago. At the beginning Hale says to remember to be easy on yourself that you have a lifetime of practice at suppression and expression, and boy do I! The over all feeling of the two discs was control, whether controlling or wanting to be controlled, and approval and disapproval. I definitely have some work to do in both of those areas. I like how the method really attacks everything from both sides. If you want control then how do you want to be controlled in the situation? If you are looking for approval how are you looking for disapproval as well? And maybe not every issue has a two side thing but really if you think about it most probably do. I really started to think about this thing I have been going thru this last week that I haven’t really explained. I am not going to exactly but I will say that I have the feelings that are definitely feelings going both ways for me. I really wish someone would just tell me what to do and then make me do it. That is not likely to happen and even if someone tried it would I really listen? Or would I just try to protect the feelings I have, protect my way of doing things? I really don’t think I listened as much as I should have. I am preoccupied. These two CDs deserve more than this small paragraph, I know. I am having a hard time focusing on them though I think partially because they are very close to what I need to be working on the most and part of me is resisting that. I really used these two CDs to help me start to understand what it is about me that created my situation this week. That is the only way for me to not create it again. I think I need to give these two CDs more attention.
     When I was a kid the way that I would study things… almost anything in fact was to read about it then write down what I had learned over and over and over again till I had remembered it. It was very effective for me at the time. It came to me the other day when I was trying to come up with a mantra about money, and thinking about the I love you exercise given to me by Arash, that I needed a way to make it seem more meaningful to me than just saying it over and over. I remember thinking why am I not studying this? If it worked for me when I was learning my way thru the school as a child why can it not work for me now? Since then I have been writing my mantras down repeatedly all day as often as I am able, and I sing them in the car. The one I am using about money right now is actually a combo of two things I heard in the movie The Secret. Bob Proctor said you might want to write down what you are grateful for and you might begin by saying I am so happy and grateful now that, I love the way that sounds and feels when I say it so I use that. I also remember Laura Langemeier say in the movie that she changed the way she thought about money from you have to work hard for money, to money comes easily and frequently. I like that too. So what I did was make my own version of that. I have to do something to change my attitude toward money so what I write down everyday as many times as I am able is this: I am so happy and grateful now that I receive money easily and frequently thru multiple sources. Since I am having a hard time with it I have also started writing every day as well: I love you Jammy. I would imagine that if the recycling guy took the time to look at all these closely written pages he would think I am nuts. I also read something recently from Magnus at tapping.com. He said, “Right now, I think the most important mission for spiritual people is to move the control of the money on the planet, from the 'darkness' into the 'light'.” When I read that it was very powerful for me, it really made me see my relationship with money in a new way. Why if I did something that made me a lot of money would that necessarily mean that I would have to be a bad person who takes advantage of others? It would not. I have to remember that, or maybe learn it would be more accurate. Magnus sent me a letter today (not just me lol) and it was about a money tap he made for us if you would like to use it to help attract more money in your life or to change your attitude toward money just let me know I will forward you the email or post the tap here in the comments. Let me know. Also his website. Go there. Lots of amazing videos to help get you started on tapping.
     I keep thinking that I need to just stop where I am in SM and start at the beginning again, Hale says over and over not to do that. H says that you just need to experience it all first then go back and focus where you need to. Not to get bogged down in one particular part, but I haven’t just sat here and done every exercise and opened the workbook and really done it the way it should be done. Not to discount that I have been very present during the listening and have done many of the exercises and am working on them actively every day, but I feel like maybe I haven’t given it (myself) the attention it deserved. Maybe? And is it really myself I am not paying attention to. Is it myself trying desperately to cling to my old ways of being?This blog entry seems very scattered to me, I cant seem to get my thoughts sorted out. I am stopping now. I will think about how I am going to proceed in SM today and then either move on or start over, but either way I will be writing about it, so check back Reader.

XOXO Jammy

Well this kinda sucks.

     I haven’t posted a blog in a few days (I posted two today to catch up!) because I have this friend, and he and I recently had a fight. Well I am not sure that fight is the correct word here, but lets go with it shall we? Now I do want to start off by saying I admit that in the beginning it was all me, I had feelings that were not suited to the situation but, that’s not how it ended up. My friend is sweet, lonely, depressed and someone who I know would love to be with someone and who happens to be in love with another friend of ours. I could tell and was kinda teasing him but also her and saying they should get married. I was half teasing half serious I think they both knew it. They are sweet and cute and I could see them as a couple so sue me. Also knowing he has feelings for her made it pretty easy to want to help make it happen. So they were gonna watch a movie and hang out in vent (a program we use to talk to each other in games) and invited me along I told them I would come back and watch after I went to the store and so when I got home I popped into the vent channel to watch but I got the feeling fast I was intruding so I asked my friend in messenger if I was, and were they were having a vent date he said kinda and I made an excuse and ducked out. I am used to hanging out with forum most evenings in vent so so I admit I felt kinda left out and sad, especially since I had been originally included so I felt kinda dropped, but I used tapping to ease that since it was kinda silly, emotions don’t have to make sense they just are, you use them to figure yourself out. I am getting that now. Well then he sends me a message later saying she was gone and so I asked him about the “vent date” in messenger, and he just started to troll me, and that made me mad, I hate it when he does that it feels like he is making fun of me. In this instance it felt like I was being treated like I wasn’t good enough to share anything real with me (which I guess turned out to be more true than I thought) it was obvious that he didn’t want to tell me, and that fucking stung. So I ended up leaving vent pissed off at him. I was really angry because my feelings were hurt, and I should have just said that, instead of allowing myself to be that upset. Anyway I tapped about it and apologized for leaving vent mad, but I didn’t return to vent I stayed talking to him via messenger, I wasn’t really in the mood to talk, but I tried to explained why I was upset and that I shouldn’t have been but that didn’t excuse that I don’t like to be trolled and he needs to stop double talking me. I have asked him to stop and I guess the fact that he hasn’t is more indicative of his level of respect for me than I cared to admit.

     I also need to say that during my tapping session about the incident I had a realization that I had I overestimated our relationship, I overstepped and misinterpreted my place in that relationship. I thought I was one thing and realized I was something else. It stung a bit, and I told him that. I told him that I was sorry and that I wouldn’t do it again. I am pretty sure he took it in some weird way because then he proceeded to let me know in no uncertain terms that I am not trustworthy due to the fact that I constantly overreact about everything. He went on to point to everything in my blog from struggles with being too emotional due to my depression and bipolar disorder, to my search for enlightenment in my life, to my excitement over the ways I am trying to help myself, such as the secret and tapping and the zeitgeist movement. I cant even tell you how that felt like a hot poker to the heart. You can imagine that I basically felt at that point that I had I opened myself up to him shared myself in an honest and real way only to have that information used against me like a knife. Like it wasn’t already hard enough to realize your not as important to someone as you think you are, having it ground into me was a bit unnecessary, and I said so. I think I also said something along the lines of fuck you.

     Its actually kind of funny he refuses to look at what I am doing and then has the balls to mock it and me for trying to find a sense of peace in my life. That is just mind blowing from someone who professes to love me. I fully and completely admit that all of my emotions are not reasonable, but really, who’s are? I am however trying to take steps to make that better inside me and having one of my closest friends then take not only the darkness of my world but that I am trying to bring some light into it, and then use it to hurt me, just to avoid being real with me is just really hard to accept. I have been tapping about it all day and I am feeling much better about it, but that doesn’t change the fact that I thought I had something I never really had in the first place and that stings. I am going to keep tapping about that, about how much it stings to be so profoundly incorrect about something that I placed such importance on. I know I will get it put in the right place so I can move forward and attract to me the people that can accept me for who I am with out judging me for being too emotional or open to trying different ways to heal myself.

Thoughts from early this week.

     Today is Monday and after yesterdays session of self acceptance tapping I am still experiencing a feeling of well being and a sense of having released at least in part some of what has been blocking me from not only being myself , but also from trusting myself. I admit I do feel a bit shy with it, but the feeling is still there and very different from what I am used to, but it really does feel freaking great! I mean I see and feel real physical manifestations of my negative emotions clearing out of me. Just now I was sitting here and it all of a sudden occurred to me that I wasn’t sitting with my shoulders scrunched up and hard. That I was indeed just sitting relaxed and engaged in what I was doing not half paying attention to one thing, while the other part of me is berating myself over some imagined awfulness I am or have done or whatever. That is pretty nice. I am so happy to have found the tools that will allow me to never return to that place of self hatred and fear. I know I am getting stronger daily. I feel so much more alive and thrilled to be contemplating making some even bigger changes in my life. I think that writing this blog is part of all of the changes in me. It feels really great to be putting all of this down, to be offering my journey to you Reader, so that just maybe you will find a friend here, find a connection that leads you to a place that gives you the joy you are seeking in your life, the joy that I am finding in my life. I want that joy to be like a happy virus running out from this blog to “infect” everyone it touches with a bug called Joy! 

     Its pretty cool to me that rather than try to push my emotions back and trying to stop feeling them every time something pops up now, I just sort of start analyzing it and exploring it and deciding what to call it. I almost play with the emotion. I don’t run from it anymore. I just let it be. I just let it tell me what it is and if its not something I want to feel again I just pull out my new and shiny tool, Tapping and get rid of it for good. That is absolutely the opposite of what I have ever done before. I always just felt like such a victim to what was going on inside me not in control of it at all. Like I was just stuck with how I felt and nothing could change that. It is so awesome to have been wrong. Its even more awesome to know its okay to be wrong. I am gonna make mistakes sometimes and that’s just fine. I will make plenty of wonderful decisions and maybe an occasional mistake, but I will learn from it all, I am excited by the idea of it. 
    
      I cant stop thinking about this one sentence in the movie The Secret, when Lisa says, “Its not your job to change the world.” I think that is one of the only things about the movie that I disagree with. It is my job. Its your job. it’s a job that we do every day that we strive to be more than we were the day before. When we open ourselves up to Love and Joy in our lives we radiate that to everyone around us and make that part of the world a better place, but even more than that it opens you up to the knowledge of all the ways we are connected. Who did I assist in their journey today or yesterday or last week with my blogs or tweets or facebook links. Did I put an idea in someone’s mind or cause someone to think differently or see in their world a more beautiful place? I don’t know. But the possibility is there. The chance for a connection is there based on the love that I am giving to myself and there by radiating out to all who come in contact with me. I hope that if you are looking for answers or you are struggling to make sense of your world and are reading these words that they are radiating out to you the love I feel for you now. The love that resides inside you now. Use these tools that I have found to help you feel that love, that joy. If these tools aren’t the right ones for you then I hope that this is only one stop on your journey of self discovery and enlightenment. I hope this road leads you to the right tools for you to find within you all the things you need to be happy. Because I promise you now everything you need to feel good and to be filled with joy daily is already inside you. You may be a bit broken, you may have some emotions and experiences weighing you down, but once you clear out the hurt, and pain of old energy you will find a freer and happier you. Even as I write those words I realize that a couple of months ago reading that would have made me roll my eyes and say something like sure easy for you to say. But it is easy for me to say, simply because it is true. I am so grateful.

New way to Tap that made me pretty happy!

I stumbled this week, hard. Actually as I write those words I realize that it was coming for a couple of days before it happened. I have been stewing on all this information that is flooding toward me faster than I can handle. I asked for help in a very passionate way and the universe has certainly delivered, I think I overloaded my brain frankly. I fucking fell apart for a couple of days. I cried and raged and pretty basically thru a colossal tantrum. As I put that thought into actual words the truth of it rang clear inside me and I was suddenly able to forgive myself and even laugh a bit at myself for something so small. It is amazing how I am being shown even my own self. I also made a mistake in not continuing to watch the secret if not daily at least frequently. I got caught up in Meridian EFT Tapping, the zeitgeist shit, and then sons of anarchy (good show but very violent and negative so not good for me right this second) and weeds (same thing kinda), and I a little bit got lost from the message of the great secret. I have it on now as I write this and the goodness and truth of its message are washing over me and cleansing me of the negative thoughts I have allowed to build up in me over the last few days. I need to get back on track. But I have to remember this is all new and I still am learning, growing and getting stronger. I need to keep these teachers around me till I am a bit more steady on my spiritual legs so to speak. Right this moment I am doing all of this work alone. I am doing the tapping alone with only articles and videos to guide me, and it is helping but I cant help but wonder if I had proper guidance in the journey would I be doing better? Or an I doing it exactly as I need to for me? I am gonna concentrate that the latter is true and accept guidance where I find it. I know that I feel stronger everyday thru my eft meridian tapping exercises, and as they get more specific and I uncover new things with it, what I have noticed most though is that I don’t trust myself. I am pretty sure that has been a learned attitude toward myself thru out my life, and I am working to discover as many of those times and feelings as I am able to so I can release them and their control over me and my thoughts. I am done living this stunted and frightened way. I am sick of being afraid by everything, of simply being afraid to live. I don’t want, nor will I just sit here and wait to die anymore. I am so mad that I have been doing that. I have to get that put in the right order in my head if I am gonna get past this. I have to embrace me and forget the lessons I have learned that have taught me to hate and mistrust myself.

     The above paragraph was written on Thursday this week and when I began to think that I would like a bit more guidance in my tapping I found a new tapping site and technique that I like a lot more than the style I was using. Let me get you a link…  tapping and I really like how it gets your whole brain involved. It really works much better for me. There are a lot of vids for it too and he doesn’t say okay now if you want to really know how to do it buy this video or go to our meetings. He just obviously wants to help I like that. He plainly says on his site that he gives these videos away free on his site because he wants to help as many people as he can with this. He has a book sure and I know he has personal sessions too but that doesn’t negate how he is trying to help people with these extremely detailed videos that take you fully thru the tapping process and help you center yourself and work thru your emotions. Its amazing He is a great teacher. I am so blessed to have found him. 
     Reconditioning my brain to love me is pretty hard work. Not in the sense that its work I cant do but its extremely tiring. Today (Sunday) I spent the morning doing some self acceptance tapping and after an hour and a half I was so exhausted I had to lay down for 45 minutes. I feel into such a deep sleep I woke up so refreshed and I still feel amazing hours later. I know there is still work to do and sure it may make me tired, but damn it tired is a lot better than panicked hatred for myself and I can take a nap! I also really let myself start to think too big sometimes. I have always done that. I get all worked up thinking about things I could never change on my own and start to think how could I possibly deserve to be happy if _________. You fill in the blank there are thousands of reasons to not be happy. Its stupid to use them as excuses and I am really starting to get that now. My unhappiness doesn’t feed anyone or clothe anyone. My unhappiness cant love anyone and I cant love anyone when I hate me and am unhappy. I am much more able to make any kind of difference just by being good to me and damn it, I do deserve it. If you are reading this I hope that you understand that you do too. I hope that if you are struggling in anyway you understand that these tools are here for you too. You called this to you and there is a reason for that. Don’t ignore that! Love to you Reader! XOXO J

Damn I dont even know how to title this shit!

     Hi Reader! I am really trying to gather my thoughts, over the last couple of days I have watched all of the films by The Zeitgeist Movement and I am reborn. I know that sounds fucking stupid but its how I feel. Its almost like when you take blinders off a horse and he can finally see the truth of his environment, I have been made more aware of what is going on around me and how grateful I am to be awake, and being awake I don’t feel subjected by the rules that are being forced on me by those “in power”, that’s not to say I am stupid enough to go willy nilly breaking the rules to the point I get arrested or anything like that. Here’s the thing though, with this information and feeling of freedom, I am also incredibly pissed off. So as you can imagine its been kind of hard to reconcile those two completely polar emotions. Especially when you consider how much anger I have managed to eliminate from myself in the last couple of weeks. I am so angry that we are all kept from the information that can and would change our species for the better. I am angry that more of us aren’t asking these questions that lead to these answers, and I am angry at all the families/people/power-hungry bastards that have worked cooperatively to keep us blinded to what is really going on. The people in power thumb their collective noses at us and what we need as a whole. And we are being placated with cars and big TVs, and pieces of paper that don’t mean anything. I wonder if any of those “powerful” people have given any thought at all about who is going to take care of them after they killed us all off for dollars. Who will you pay to clean your shit or to be your slave when we are all dead and all you have are dollars? It makes me mad to think of how short sighted we are allowing ourselves to be. But then on the other hand there are all these people who do realize what is taking place and they are trying to tell us. We have some choices to make but I think that most people don’t realize that there is one. I think a lot of the reason for that is that any time someone comes along with the right message that person or people are labeled as kooks so its less likely we will listen to them or if they do manage to get thru even a little they are killed off. Think about how many of the people in the world who were thinking in new and radical ways that are no longer with us and why. I hope we can figure it out before its too late. I hope that all of us can understand that WE are the ones with the actual power and that we can use that power to change the world we live in, and really we wouldn’t have to do anything other than stop working in their system. I know that sounds scary but if we organized and decided together to stop using money and to stop listening to the rules and take matters into our own hands how could they stop us? The true people in power have zero skills expect the skill to create money they cant make anything or probably even figure out how to feed themselves in most cases with out us. So why are we taking care of them? I think some people are starting to get that. It gives me hope.
     I am a tad boggled as well by all the connections and how I am becoming aware of them all around me. I am only now waking up to the fact of them, not just the connections around me but in the world and in the universe. Like how I keep getting the information I am asking for every time I ask for it. First The Secret, then Tapping, and now these movies from the Zeitgeist site. It really is pretty amazing how fast all of this is coming my way. I am so calm and so able to control my emotions in a way I have never been able to and as we all know I have been struggling in this life to figure out who the fuck I am and what is important to me, but I feel like I am really getting a handle on that. I honestly feel like all of this new information is beginning to scrub me clean of the filthy lies I have not only been told but taught to believe. About the world about the universe and about where I belong in it. I have never in all my life felt so free to just express myself and be who I truly am and not what I have been led to believe I am by others expectations, desires, and perceptions of what I should or shouldn’t be. Of course this also leads to a responsibility to be sure that I take care in my relationships with others and to remember to love as I love myself, and I have to admit in my broken ass brain its kinda hard to do that sometimes. I am used to judging and hating and fearing anything I don’t understand we are trained to do that. So breaking that habit is a bit of an effort I have to remind myself to remember what I am doing. As I mentioned earlier I am of two minds about all of this. I am pissed the fuck off, but I am also so blessed to have been given the gifts I have been given. I swear I feel like I just got pulled out of the freaking matrix and Morpheus is right there saying it was all just a dream, but just like Neo waking up doesn’t mean I don’t have shit to do! And I don’t think that any one of us has all the right answers but I think if we work together for the betterment of mankind and not the hording of things and money we would be on a much better track than the one we are on now.
     I was on Facebook today as I often am just screwing around and catching up on friends, well you know I am sure you go there too. But I see this feed about how congress isn’t paying our troops and how we should stop paying congress, that by it self made me laugh as that person is only half right, congress isn’t paying their troops those troops aren’t ours, and your damn right we should stop paying them. Then one of my nieces writes how she doesn’t support the war and that we are the ones that are the actual terrorists, and sadly she is correct, but of course that spurned an entire family fight on the freaking facebook (yes that’s what we do!) about how Heather is an awful American and human being I guess now that she thinks on her own and not the thoughts preprogrammed into us by the government run media, it was funny how they started to try to scare her out of her opinion by using the lies they have been taught to believe as truth by our system and those who are in control of it. Funny. I know guys I know I sound like some kooky conspiracy theorist but its not a theory if the conspiracy exists now is it? And the evidence is available for anyone who wants to look. I am still just in the beginning stages of trying to look up all the shit in the movies but so far everything I found is right there easy to find if you want to, nor am I saying that these movie are 100% perfect either I am sure that like anyone this guy has put his own spin on shit, I am taking from the movies too that he doesn’t believe in God and that is fine too. I do, I don’t however believe in Jesus, and I didn’t need his movie to tell me how bogus that little story was and I have seen the parallels to other myths myself even as a child so I don’t need anyone to point out to me how ridiculous the story is. Nor do I think the bible is God’s book, it is just a system of control that was put into use a long time ago and if it ever was useful has outlived said usefulness. And lets not forget, the zeitgeist guy isn’t the only one saying we are about to run out of oil, or that money is fake, or that our government is doing some pretty shady shit, or that the bible is bogus, and what about the corporations buying up the water? No one is making that shit up either. We all have had our minds blown by some of the things that have come to light over the years that have been directly done by our own government. I don’t know testing LSD on “our“ troops just as only one example we all know there are many others. I know there are gonna be all these cries of well if you don’t like America get out!, and the good old, we aren’t perfect but we are the best out there, really? Come on. Stop using sound bites as arguments and think for yourselves, cause baby we have got to start paying attention. I know waking up hurts. It sucks but it can also be very liberating. We don’t have to keep living for these idiots and what they want. We can start to decide for ourselves what is important. We can choose differently. Again, I have hope.
     I truly wish for a word that more adequately expresses what I am feeling now, but I guess Gratitude will have to suffice, and don’t forget reader one of the things I am grateful for is you. I will get back to more posts on taps very soon I am not done with that, and I am sure I will be manifesting in my life more information and awakenings and you know I cant wait to share them with you, but for now, I am off! Live lovingly and gratefully today and all days. J

Manifestations

     Reader, absolutely everywhere I look these days I see the LoA. Today on my twitter I found a link to a page from Benjamin Franklin’s Autobiography (click here!) showing how he too used the secret in his life. Not that I needed validation for what I am experiencing but it sure is nice to see how many other people lived this way, and are living this way. Its really exciting to live in a time when this information is available to anyone who cares to really look and experience it. Just on youtube alone I was able to find so many videos on not only the secret and its message of the law of attraction but meridian tapping as well. Its remarkable the amount of people who are out there just waiting to offer you this information, much of it doesn’t even cost much or even anything in many cases. Its really awesome to find myself in this wonderful community, and even though I am new to the neighborhood and just getting my self oriented, its nice to find such a warm welcome from the people who inhabit it. I do hope that some of these people will maybe even find their way to this blog and see how they have changed the life of this fellow traveler on this journey called life. It is also my most fervent wish that many of you who read this blog will join us in experiencing the joy that belong to all of us as humans and children of God/The Universe/Source Energy/Endless Good (or whatever label makes you happy). I yearn to live in a world where this is “common knowledge” where every child is raised this way and all people are so happy they couldn’t possibly imagine being greedy or selfish. it’s a pretty sweet dream I think.
     Reader I just realized something, I am proud of myself. I cant even remember the last time I was pleased with myself before all of this coming to me, much less being proud of myself. This is really a great feeling. It feels a bit odd I will admit but I think I could get used to it.
     It makes me a little sad to admit it but one of my friends is having a really tough time with me going thru these changes he wants very much to stay in the hate filled world he has created for himself and so my new happiness has caused him some discomfort. I am really trying to share with him how I am changing without “pushing” anything on him but I can see in his eyes when he says he is happy for me he is thinking yeah just wait girl we will see, funny thing is I am kinda thinking the same thing toward him. My mom is also not quite sure what to think about me and how I am manifesting changes in myself and my world daily. But I cant do anything but be me and hope that they are open enough to accept me and the wonderful ways I am unlocking my true self everyday. Really that is exactly how it feels to me, I have let these traumas build up in me and block me from being myself. I created a prison and then locked myself in it. But having finally located the key, I am happy to be walking out of that cage, and I am not looking back. Its high time that I allowed myself to be happy. Its always been my turn, I just never realized it and, man, am I ready to take it!
     Over the last few days since my last post I have been doing a lot of soul searching in the form of tapping and going where my emotions take me and as a result I have been tapping a lot about my relationship with God. I love Him so much, but I haven’t been honoring His love for me by trusting Him to guide me where I need to go to be free, and as soon as I did I began to manifest in my life so many things that I needed to help me, to enlighten me. So I have been tapping about that, about how I have made it hard on myself and how I have allowed lies to shape my relationship with God. No one else belongs there and I am using the tapping method to release these lies from me and embrace God in my heart fully. It is really miraculous. I feel very blessed.
     WOW WOW WOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Its amazing how the things I think about, the universe flows toward me. Just like I mentioned earlier in this blog I have been imagining what it would be like if we all used the secret to live our lives and to form a society and then by looking around on facebook today in dissatisfaction with our American government I found this link on the Whitehouse page. Check it out this movie is VERY IMPORTANT!  Zeitgeist The Movement. I really do think that we as a species are on the brink, I think it could go either way, destruction or evolution and what we do now is going to really decide our future. I hope everyone watches this. Its pretty compelling and hard to ignore. It feels really great to know I am not alone in my thoughts that there HAS to be a better way for humans to live. I really hope we don’t wait too long to change. With that readers I am going to post this much delayed blog and … well start a new one of course! I have way too much to share with you to be quiet for too long! ~XX~ J

Hi There Reader

     Hello Reader! Been a few days since my last post but I have been faithfully writing every day for you and here we go… I watched Burlesque this week end and at the beginning of the song, But I am a good girl, Xtina says all breathy and sexy like, “Where have I been all my life?” and that is exactly how I feel about everything that is happening to me now. Actually that movie has many references that made me think of the secret. Perfect timing again, seriously everything I see lately is like God going looky here at the secret!
     You know its great to feel these changes in me, and just like the way that one bad thing leads to another all the good things are not only leading to another they are running to the another and another and another…. It feels so good to feel this way and I am so excited knowing more is on the way and that I have only just begun to feel good, good about me about the world about the people in my life and my role in the universe. My gratitude is boundless. I am happy to be taking back my power, to take back my joy. These things are mine to have and to cherish. I am so grateful to be shown this. I can tell you that every movement of my body feels more purposeful and more calm, every thought feels more profound, easy, and free, I can feel my body lightening as my soul strengthens as I release the chains that I have put on myself that held me down and kept me from soaring to the heights I wanted to fly to and to the experiences I wanted to have. I let others views of me dictate who I was. It feels amazing to release that and just be who I am, and even though I am still discovering who that is daily, it is MY journey to take and MY life to live. I absolutely don’t have to accept others views as my own, they aren’t any more or less valid or real than mine. I feel so relieved to have this come to me when it did. But I don’t believe it was any kind of accident. I asked for it. I begged for it and I demanded it. God brought it to me just as surely as he brought you here to this page to read these words. I trust in that. I am moved to tears with gratitude for that and for you Reader. You help me more than you can imagine by reading this and spreading the message to all you touch throughout your day and your journey. I am grateful for you.
     I woke up today (this blog has taken a couple days to write and by today I mean Friday) simply overflowing with goodness. Good feelings, good thoughts, good emotions. I have had absolutely no difficulty in combating any of my negative thoughts or emotions and every day those thoughts are less and less frequent in my mind and life. So far I have kept my tapping kind of general, things such as anxiety/fear feelings of powerlessness, I have tapped only specifically about my mom, and that was due to the fact that I am caring for her and want to be as loving with her as I can. It is working and I am pleased about that. There are a couple of things that have happened in my life that were very traumatic to me and I know in the next few days I will spend some time tapping on those subjects. I think I haven’t don’t them yet for a couple of reasons. First I wanted to try it out and see how it worked on general things before getting too specific, and also I wanted to really put my taps together thoughtfully before I begin. I am working on that now. I know that I will be doing those taps in the next few days I will put them here for you and of course let you know how it went. So far all my taps have really worked for me I am so grateful to have found this method to help myself. I am not perfect I am still learning and growing everyday but I love and accept myself and how I am embracing all of these changes in my life.
     I started today (Saturday) a bit different, I woke up happy and grateful but a bit annoyed with my neighbors I had only been asleep 4 hours and they were yelling… AGAIN Anyway I couldn’t get back to sleep and I kept thinking about taps that I knew I needed to do but had been avoiding. Like one about my brother, he molested me when I was young as a way to pay my mom back for abandoning him when he and my other older siblings were children. So decision made I finished writing up the tap for him that I had been working on and got started. Boy did I bring some crap up, and it exhausted me so much I feel asleep shortly after doing several rounds of tapping on the subject of him and what happened. That was not a great idea, I slept awful and woke up worse. So after being up for a while and having some coffee and what not I got back to it. As I was tapping I realized I was getting very angry so I switched the focus of the tap to how mad it made me that he violated me the way he did. I feel lighter and freer after this tap than I have since… well I don’t honestly know since when. I don’t think ever really. I cried a lot during the tap and felt a lot of things but its nice to know that I don’t have to feel that way anymore. Its amazing how well this technique works but if you really think about it maybe not so much. I mean the places that you tap are the same places you see most people rub pinch or touch when they are sad or stressed or mad. Its nice to be able to really put them to good use.
     I really skipped doing much tapping Sunday since I had really done some great work the two days before. But when I went grocery shopping some fear popped up and so. I think before bed tonight a bit of time spent on a fear tap will be perfect. It is really a habit for me to feel freaked out about groceries. I have spent some time going hungry and of course not realizing that I attracted that to me, but I need to change the way I think there and tapping should be a nice way to get those feelings under control so I can use the LoA in my life in a more effective loving and grateful way. Well I am about to end this blog here, its Monday morning and I haven’t slept yet, thank God my mom doesn’t get up till twoish. I intend to do some tapping tomorrow on fear and see what I dredge up I want to stamp out all the negative thoughts I can find in me. You can be sure I will bring to you here all I find out, experience, learn or just plain think is interesting. Happy day to you Reader, and again I am grateful for you. Jammy

Tapping and LoA working together in my life!

     Hello Readers, another day of grateful living has passed and I am happy to say that everyday I am understanding more and more which parts of my attitudes about the world and myself are from external sources and are not from me at all, and which parts of me are genuinely, well… me. This is the most exciting journey I have taken in my life and to know that I am just departing on this journey and that the real wonders are only beginning to unfold before me is quite exciting. Really its almost like I have been sitting in the station surrounded by bad influences my whole life just waiting to take off on this journey and I have finally allowed myself to buy a ticket and board the train of life, and now that I have I am starting to see life for what it truly can be if we let it. I have only just began this discovery process and already I can feel myself changing in amazing ways that give me such joy and gratitude. Just remembering to be grateful has been a huge thing for me. I have always been grateful but not understanding the extent to which I can rely on God to provide for me kept me from understanding how to be properly grateful. All of the good positive things that have been flowing into my life in the last few weeks and knowing that even better things are on the way not only in a material sense but in a sense of my understanding of myself, my healing emotionally and physically is simply an amazing relief to me, knowing that my openness to the process as a whole will just get greater and more profound as I continue to use the secret and tapping to open up to the energy flowing around and thru me gives me a remarkable sense of peace and gratitude. I am also grateful to you Reader for taking this journey with me.
     When I really think about how fortunate I am to have asked the right thing and received it from the universe I am humbled and filled with gratitude for the gift I have been given by God to help me find my road of joy in this universe. I finally had my eyes open and the message was able to come in and get to me on a deeper level.
     Oh wow… I just got done with a very powerful Tapping session. I was tapping about the relationship I have with my mom after reading the free ebook again and I changed the tap only slightly to reflect our relationship in particular and I cant even begin to tell you how I could ACTUALLY FEEL my vibration change thru my whole being. I am still feeling those waves of awesome energy flowing thru my body all the way to my fingers and out to the words I am typing to you right now. I will put the tap here for you now so you can see what I am currently using. Feel free to use it if you like it or modify it for your own experiences or to fit a dad or hubby or whatever! I will be posting my other personal taps too for anxiety and fear and gratitude so stay tuned for those too. I have only just started tapping so I started concentrating on my mom cause I really want to make her last years on this earth nice and if I am angry with her that doesn’t seem too likely so I need to reconcile her negativity and view of me with my own view of me and what I am working on and, experiencing in my life now. I have to stop letting her point of view effect mine. So this tap is all about changing how I deal with my feelings about my mom… enjoy! 
Even though I never admitted how hurt I am and how angry I have been with my mom I choose to express it now. Even though I have felt diminished by her words to me I accept who I am and how I feel about it.
EB I am so hurt by how my mom talks to me
SoE I have been pretending it doesn’t hurt me
UE But I have been so hurt all along
NOSE I thought I was supposed to forgive her
CHIN But I wasn’t ready
CB I still feel hurt
UA I feel hurt by how she talks to me
ToH I need to admit my hurt
EB I was deeply hurt and couldn’t get over it
SoE I kept trying not to be hurt
UE It feels so good to say it out loud
NOSE The truth is I have never gotten over it
CHIN It feels so good to admit the truth
CB I can finally say it out loud
UA I’m ready to release it
ToH Its time to release the hurt after all this time
(EB= eyebrow SoE=side of eye UE= under eye CB= collarbone UA= underarm ToH=top of head
     If you aren’t familiar with tapping I refer you to yesterdays blog so you can get the free ebook and you too can use this method to free yourself from past hurts and current torments. I can tell you that my feelings toward my mom have radically changed. I don’t have to internalize her thoughts or her opinions of me. I can let go of my hurt feelings and just be me, it’s a nice feeling. And I know if I start to do that again I can tap it out and let it go quickly and easily I don’t have to block myself up with emotions that I don’t need to hold on to. Its great to have this tool at my disposal.
      I seriously want to share what I have been learning over the last few weeks with everyone, I know there are a lot of people out there who are closed up to this and try to discount it. I think those are people who just haven’t heard the message in a way that makes sense to them. I hope they do. There is so much happiness and we can and should share it with each other. We don’t have to be greedy or jealous or try to compete with each other. We can all have the abundance that is all around and use that abundance to make better lives for everyone everywhere. I truly believe this. Look up the tapping solution on line there is a link on my blog from yesterday.. Look up the law of attraction and the secret again links in previous blogs. I truly believe we are entering a new age. I can imagine how it would be if the whole world understood the law of attraction and how to use it. It would be truly glorious. I honestly feel like I am working miracles in my life. It feels really great. I hope you are doing the same, or that this blog inspires you to check out some of the things I am talking about. Trust me smarter people than me believe this stuff. Its not a new message. Its been there the whole time we just haven’t been paying attention. Well I am, now. Join me, and thanks for reading. Jammy

Still Changing and Growing with the LoA!

     It really is exhausting working miracles in your life, I must say, and working miracles is just what is happening for me. It is nothing less than a miracle that for over two weeks I haven’t had a panic attack or even an anxiety attack. I haven’t felt depressed. My anger is melting away like a candle on a birthday cake, and the joy that I am feeling in increasing abundance is nothing short of miraculous. I am happy and grateful to receive it. I thank God for it all day every day.
     It is blowing my mind how all of this LoA is working visibly in my life daily. The last couple of days I have really struggled with my relationship with my Mom. So I simply put it out there when I was talking to God that I needed to attract a way to manage my feelings about my mother since I know I cant change her. And boom yesterday on twitter I got a new follower and found a link on his page for tapping, at first I was like WTF but I have been trying it and it is amazing how quickly you feel it working. I love it. It is kind of hard to explain so I would suggest you check it out yourself on the site they have an ebook you can get free and there are a lot of vids on youtube about it too
     I was really starting to change in some scary ways. My anger level was out of control and honestly until today when I started my tapping exercises I was really still struggling with anger a lot, and I have always been a pretty emotional person but this anger was something I wasn’t able to dismiss from my life, it was scaring me how much it was taking over my personality. The Secret was really helping me with that but this new discovery of tapping has really helped a lot more to get that out of me and release it. Every day I get stronger and closer to the person I was supposed to be in the first place before I allowed shit to change me. Over the last couple of weeks since I have started to understand the LoA I have been doing a fair share of crying, but not crying like I am used to. I cry and every tear I can feel healing something in me. Every tear I am pouring out my gratitude for everything that is happening now. I used to cry in frustration, lack of understanding, exhaustion you name it. I was crying about it. Absolutely everything hurt my feelings since everything was like a raw nerve. I am healing, and I am learning, it feels so good. I am so grateful for it. I am also grateful for you Reader.
     I cant really explain tapping to you as well as the website book and videos so go now check them out. click there ===> Tapping!  What I will do though is tell you how I think of it. They describe it as part acupressure part modern psychology, but I think its more acupressure/meditation, cause really what you are doing is activating those pressure points and then focusing on what is really bothering you . Then you are positively reinforcing good feelings about yourself, and about what you are dealing with. Its really pretty awesome how quick you start to really feel better. I was amazed that dealing with my mother became almost instantly better. I am very grateful to have this come into my life. Especially since it seems to work directly with the law of attraction to make your life all that you desire. It’s crazy, you know, how all of this is coming about. I was clearly searching for something to help me. I was literally begged God to send answers my way that would help me in my life. I was struggling and I needed help. He sent me The Secret and all the wonderful teachers of the law of attraction to me thru my daughter. Since watching the secret more and more things are coming my way that open me up more to the possibilities of the universe and myself. I am learning more about myself daily sometimes hourly, hell sometimes by the minute! I am enjoying the ride a lot more than I ever imagined I would. I am really learning to love and appreciate myself on a level I didn’t know I could love, much less love myself that much, and that is making me a stronger person.
     So with Gratitude I say good-bye for now see you soon, and I hope you are enjoying the ride. Jammy